I had no expectations towards this transition. I have worked full time for years as well as had a busy lifestyle with school and sports. It is hard to leave your son at daycare while you run around, only to come home to a sick baby cause of germ spreading ( pretty normal from what I hear), after running around for work (which I love my new job) to being with him and trying to compartmentalize work and home life. Working with youth can’t be separated from your home life, so it’s deciding what is for work and what is just your lifestyle.
This jumbled post is exactly how my thoughts are, all over the place and full of lists and plans.
Here is a small piece of my new complex life.